Saturday, March 17, 2012

new changes

new changes
Bismillahhirrahmannirrahim...






if something is broken, fix it, don't throw it away


Thursday, March 8, 2012

agree/disagree

I read somewhere that,

an ex is an ex due to certain circumstances. and due to those circumstances, an ex should always stay an ex

I would like to agree and disagree

agree (you should not get back to your ex)
  • if he treats you like dirt
  • if he wants you only when he's lonely
  • all the drill, you know what I mean
disagree (it is fine to get back to your ex)
  • if he is sincere about it
  • if you dare to take the risk
  • if you want to give him a second chance
  • when your heart says maybe it is the right thing

whatever it is,
lain orang, lain pendapat/perasaan/hati
jaga hati

Friday, February 24, 2012

short



at this point of time
I am really missing the important people in my life
My mom, my family, my nephews, him..


Wednesday, February 15, 2012

kantoi busuk

Sekarang cuaca sangat panas
Tak kira la siang ke, malam ke, panas jugak
Sama macam panasnya hati aku sekarang ni

I don't get it
Why do people lie? WHY?
dah tipu tu okay fine, ini ter-KANTOI pulak menipu
you know what I call that?
kantoi busuk

Sudah-sudah la tu menipu

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz *yawns*

hey look! A jar of hearts.. I mean sparkly stuffs



Monday, February 13, 2012

what's your definition

kita selalu baca a real man would be a gentleman, would call you back if you hang up, would be this, would be that
Hakikatnya tidak

if we hang up, they will be pissed off and will not call us back
if we thought they would pay, they wouldn't because lets face it, they don't have money too
if we want them to call us up at 3am just to tell us that they love us, haha DREAM ON.. They're in the dream land themselves
if we are sulking, again, they would actually ignore us because its not worth it to 'pujuk' us after all
If we tell them we want something from them (not talking about materials only here), they will not give it to us

Lets face the reality, a real man is ignorant. that's what my male lecturer told me
He actually said : 'a real man is really ignorant. he is not a real man if he is not ignorant'

and hey, i think it made sense
Because take a look into your own life. your father, your brother, your uncle, your male friend

defition of a real man?
the one who appreciates you, loves you.. MAYBE
who am I to say anyway? HAHA

tapi come on, ada betulnya jugak kan?
sometimes, 'real man' ni pun tau marah, tau sakit hati but that doesn't make them any less of a man
in fact sebenarnya macam lagi manly je?

even if perangai dah follow the book sangat-sangat dah ni (romantic, gentleman, never let the girl pay, etc) tapi tak setia, mata keranjang, semua-semua tu, tak real man jugak kan?

just some thoughts I have before I go to sleep

Sunday, February 12, 2012

shit that blows

Let me tell you shit that blows
  • broken promises
  • false hopes
  • when you're hungry and there's no food
  • going back to university
  • sore legs due to wearing heels/uncomfortable shoes
  • when you are fat and ugly like me
  • When you are fighting with your loved ones
damn they suck